I am quite happy to review this website for you.
This world now has a wast amount of information regarding spiritual matters. When last I checked, there were something like 32 million links to the word Gnosis and 6 million to the word Alchemy. It is simply virtually impossible for the average person to find a reputable source of information provided by trustworthy people.
By trustworthy I do not mean people who are sincerely trying to help but I mean people who actually know what they are talking about and who have the skill to provide accurate helpful information that works in an entirely reproducible manner with completely predictable results. Also it is important that these people actually work for the ultraviolet spectrum of light ( the good guys) as opposed to the infrared spectrum ( the dark side) - so asking someone if they work in the light does not help because the dark side is also a light. Importantly the dark side is only the infrared spectrum while the light side is both spectrums.
So there is this vast amount of information out there dominated by the materialist philosophy and science which has "determined" due to lack of evidence to the contrary that there is no God and there is no such things a psychic powers, ufo's etc.. Truly we are in an interesting age where the flat earth society of materialism must soon collapse and give way to a society with a much fuller understanding of creation.
Unfortunately the "alternative" viewpoint is based on conspiracy theories and secret societies and bloodlines and so on. This current then generates huge amounts of fear, anger and skepticism which stymies the average persons attempts to get to the truth of the matter.
For me to be truly helpful to you I must make these suggestions:
It will be almost impossible to find what you are looking for in life while you are using the weak and severely limited resources of the mind and the personality. The quickest and best way to pinpoint the resources you need to help you on your path is to work directly with your own personal internal Divinity - your Divine Being.
To achieve this I can offer you 2 techniques. The ancient mantra of "OM" which when directed into the heart will produce contact, communication and communion with your Divine Being.
Secondly, the technique of the Blue Pearl which comes to us from Siddha Yoga and Zen Buddhism.
"In Siddha Yoga, and other mind Yogas, we are taught that, while in meditation we should be aware of the 'blue pearl.' The blue pearl appears like a tiny little spot of blue that darts back and forth in the mind's eye. (Some people see it as a little dark speck.) The Realized Beings teach that this tiny speck contains all the knowledge of the universe. That knowledge can be ours simply by blending with it. It is not as easy as it sounds, however. First one has to get it to stop darting and stand still. That could take many meditations! Once it has stopped we then have to allow ourselves to become one with it. If we accomplish that, we become one with the universal consciousness. We have, in fact, become realized!
The power gained by realization, however, should not be used, according to far Eastern beliefs, except to experiment with. It can also be used to help others to attain the same state. Personally, I don't see anything wrong with using such powers to heal people. Christ did."
"Within the darkness of the soul, imprisoned within the form, a
point of light is seen. Then there arises, all around that point, a
field of deepest blue and this becomes irradiated by the soul,
the inner sun, shining within a brilliant field of blue. The points of
light become the many lines or rays of light; these lines then
merge and blend until the lighted Way appears. One is the light,
the light upon the Way. One is the Way and always walks
- Alice Bailey, Discipleship in the New Age, Vol. I, p. 462"
Close your eyes, look up and see between your eyes in the centre of your head a swirling mass of dark blue with an outer edge of black or gold. Keep focussing on it until it becomes a point of white light. It may take some months. Keep developing that until it looks like the sun. When you have achieved that you will be walking with your Being and if you listen with your heart you will receive all the necessary information you need to do everything you need to.
As to the "put name of spiritual website in here" website. Well is their information accurate? - it does not matter. Are they sincere? - probably. Will it be helpful to you or not? I cannot tell and if I knew I would not be allowed to say.
You must become your own source of knowledge using the power of your own consciousness and it will not matter what anyone says or does because you will always know the truth in any moment. This will allow you to eventually completely disconnect from all the interference patterns, whether they are from society or from your own limitations.
All the best for you on your journey.
Regards from Tim.